kecilnya hati.

Diameter hati saya sudah semakin mengecil. Kecil hati dengan seseorang yang mungkin seseorang itu tak tahu pun saya sedang berkecil hati. And I have no intention to tell that 'someone' yang saya rasa sangat offended dengan sikap si beliau. Biarlah hati merajuk sendiri. It's better for the two of us.

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Salam reader(s).

Sorry for not updating my blog since last week, and that was a pure case of laziness, which is not good I knew it already by heart. So I'm in 100 days mission, I named it as ' 100 hari: Misi Mencari Cinta '. I let everyone eaten alive by curiosity on the nature of my mission. Hahaha ;)

Dear beloved reader(s), please do not take  my mission in a very narrow perspective, broaden it please. Cinta yang dicari ialah mahanisayu yang mempunyai berat badan 45-50 kg. I never attempt to go on diet but this time around I'm forced to execute a diet mission. You see, I am 160 cm tall and my current weight is 56.4 kg, which I was only 49 last 2 months. I gained approximately 7 kg in two months times. If I am about to linger in my diet mission, you can imagine how bloated I will be and by that time, it might be 'too late'. Wohhhhoooo... So, my dear beloved reader(s) please doakan kejayaan saya untuk berdiet. Walaupun there are like so many negative comments seperti :

' ...nis, kau nak diet buat apa? kau taklah gemuk sangat ...'

'... kita tengok saja,sampai bila kau boleh bertahan..'

'...alah,kau nak kurus untuk siapa..'

sesungguhnya, saya berdiet untuk kesihatan diri saya sendiri,untuk diri saya sendiri, bukan untuk siapa-siapa. Because you know your body very well. And of course I know my body well.

Dan saya jawab pada mereka-mereka yang memberikan komen-komen negative dengan sebegini rupa :

' ...am I supposed to be naked in front of all of you so that you will believe that I'm getting bigger lemak sini sana...?'

( yes,indeed, sarcasm is my forte. You may learn from me ;) )

 ( bergambar dalam kebesaran!  doong doong bak kata nickun)

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mood : not that good.

any tips of dieting?

share jom!

sometimes your everything may appear to be nothing. You have done everything, and you are too tired of endeavoring, it becomes too futile despite the maximum effort put up, and all you can do is just being  a sulky type of person(in the end). Yes, thanks for turning my 100 % of everything to nothing. dan sekarang saya betul-betul mahu menjadi seorang yang sulky!

simply say, do no not take too much if you cant afford to chew and swallow it.

dan saya tidak akan telan lagi. 

pssttt : tunggu sahaja kalau awak mahu betulkan keadaan. Come on! technology sudah canggih. Apa guna telefon? Saya dah tidak mahu cari kamu dan dilihat sangat terhegeh-hegeh mencari kamu.